Ok first off hi !

my name is marilu. This would be my first journal entry. I wish i would have started this about a month ago. Too much to type about whats been going on. But quick over view 
- moved to florida from new jersey
- thought that it was going to work out between me and my first love
- moved in with him and his family, <-- thats a drama in its entirely
- looking for a job, friends, or anything to do basically

Well let me update you atleast on my week / weekend. I got into another arguement with joel (Joel <-- 1st love) pertaining to him and his baby's mom. I'll get into that another day. But i got my stuff and came to my mom's house. My mom's a very big partier and she goes clubbing every weekend lol. Well me and her have very diffrent taste in music she's into the reggeton, and hip hop, and i'm well into everything else i guess. I like alternative, some metal, some punk, but mostly alternative i guess. But regardless she finally convinced me to go with her to the club because one of her girlfriends had someone that wanted to meet me. I got there and felt very out of place i stuck to the bar, the whole time, had two drinks and prayed that i would atleast catch a buzz to try to enjoy myself. Well the guy came and i looked down and what was he wearing? Vans , i thought im saved !! and well we agreed that it wasn't really our scene and we left and he took me to South Beach to meet his cousin and some friends. I had a good time but, we had to leave because i guess evryone was tired and wasleaving already. i got home around 5. a.m and was glad that i atleast got to meet someone new. 

Hopefully things will keep going like this. Because the way its been going, eghhh idk how much more i could have taken.

Hope i didnt bore anyone too much hahaha... i keep updating and posting any intresting or not intresting thing that happens from here on.

Bye ! !